I stand

I stand

Double face, double soul,

Split but the same,

Lost in darkness while standing in the light,

Im not where I started but I haven’t moved one step,

Scared of lonliness while surrounded by people,

I watch from the cocoon from the inside of my cowardness,

While being the brave and strong,

I stand not knowing where I am,

Full of shame not seeing my reflection in the mirror but with no regret,

I stand firmly blind,

With Contradicting feelings full of doubts,

 as they are also my hope,

I pray to god thanking him,

As I yell for help without voice, I live,

I live not for tomorrow,

I live not for fine memorys,

I live not for today, but for me,

With my hopes and doubts, I stand blindly firm,

But I stand.

                                                                                By Gabriela Barrera Verduzco The fool