The fear behind apology

Anxiously I want to run away,

For some unseen force,

I remain in my place,

Patiently trembling as I stand

Fear and uncertainty overwhelm me,

Enhancing my every sense,

While my thoughts run wild,

And my peace of mind escapes me,

Accepting waves of guilt and shame,

I don’t dare to move,

Helplessly standing before judgment,

Afraid of punishment and yet I don’t hide,

No plans of avoiding,

Although not proud,

With all might and strength,

I’ll stand before you,

My trembling stops,

While my fear only grows,

I breathlessly admit,

I’m sorry.

                                                                                              Gabriela Barrera The fool