THE EXISTENCE OF ANGELS?

It hurts a lot. You awake from your sleep, and you remember your past life. Your purpose, who you are, some mysteries of the world that you already know the truth. You know things others don’t, you see, hear and feel things others cant. You want to share it with everyone, but there is a reason you cant. You have to hold it in, you cant speak a world, you must be silent and pretend your just like them, when in reality your not. If they knew the truth, they wouldn’t believe you and think your crazy. That’s is what hurts the most, but I also enjoy it, because just like there is a reason others cant, theres a special reason we can. We can protect them from things they cant even see, we protect them form the shadows, without them knowing it, to me they are just like angels.

 There there protecting you, loving you, caring for  you, ALWAYS. They are always there even if you never see them. We can only see them in picktures. That’s a lie, we can see them in our dreams, we can talk to them, we can feel them, we feel them like it there wings on our back, because without them, we wouldn’t have the courge to keep going, thet are the proof that GOD our LORD, still believes in each and one of us, and that he is still watching over us. Just as for each child we humans have is also evidence that he still believes in humanity. Many ask why GOD doesn’t help us, I believe that’s because theres destiny, wich I also believe that we wrote our selves before being born, we sufer so much because we are mature enuogh to understand that we will learn from our mistakes, we will laugh harder after crying for months, I don’t know how to put it into words unless if its with this metaphor: THERE WILL NEVER EXIST A RAINBOW IN THE SKY, UNLESS A HORRIBLE STORM HAD PASS BY. or also: DARKER THA SHADOW, BRIGHTER THE LIGHT.

Ive been reading the bible, and asing myself, if GOD already knew what was going to happen to the first people who walked the planet, then why did he vanish them away?, I finally found that answer, because if he didn’t get mad, or vanish them, then none of us would be here. There is a reason for EVERYTHING. I never doubt that, I believe GOD, truly loves us all. But if you think im just some catholic, who believes in story tells then your wrong, I was a none believer before, I grew up in a family of believers but I questioned the existence of GOD. Who could a man who was dead, just disappear and immediately we think he revived, I mean there can be millions of reason why his body disappeared. I questioned all of it, and starded to believe more in science than religion, I finded it foolish. Untill I once  saw myself a angel.

 I remember I was playing with my brother and some friends, we were our bikes down a huge hill, until at the end of the road there were 2 cars waiting for me. I crashed. I went flying off my bike, and in that moment, up in the air, even it if was just a glimpse, I saw my angel carrying me through the sky, and I landed on  the street with one of my permanent tooth’s sliced in 2. At first I thought I was just imagining things, but I remembered the feeling of flying and being hold. But then I asked, then if it was a angel, then why didn’t it save me a gently put me down?, I never stoped thinking of what I saw, but now I know the answer, the angel didn’t save me entirely because what if it has to make as if I flew off my bike and just hurt my tooth and came out alive so that the person in the car wouldn’t freak out. Like what if the Angels are always helping us but they do it in a way that we think we were lucky, or coincidence, or we did it ourselves. The human race is maturefor a few things, but what if we are barely babies when it comes to actually knowing GOD???

 Something to think about right??