A confesion

Dear God

          I really miss my brother. I didn't want to admit it but  ive noticed recently that i look for him in other people. I would say if i had known i would have appreciated him, but to be sincere i knew i would miss him but i didn't think i would miss him this much. I wish my brother was here beside me, because sincerely i think i feel lonely because he is not here besides me.
          God every night  i would always thank you for everything you've blessed me with, including my parents but i have never thanked you for my brother. I knew i would write a thank you letter about him sooner or later but i didn't want to do it halfhearted. Now that i think about it, my brother was always by my side, even if i wanted him to be there or not, he would always be there in the good times and in the bad times. When i wanted a hug he would give it to me. Honestly i would always push him away and now i want him near me. I feel very lonely, im sorry God. I feel lonely for many reason and really easily. So thank you so much for my brother, i will appreciate him from now on and be a good big sister.
       I love you and am very thankful for all my blessings, mainly for my family and my little brother. Thank you, thank you so much.
               
                                                                                             With love
                                                                                               Gabriela