Sunday, August 4, 2013

Near but far away

Dear God

         I just came back from a 3 day 2 night camping trip which was so much fun. I finally tasted my first smores, they were delicious! I enjoyed them a lot and couldn't believe on what i was missing on till now. Anyway, a lot of things happened this weekend, and when your with family there's always ups and downs. Although, i had so much fun and learned many things about my cousins and uncles as im sure they learned new things about me. Each passing day we bond closer together and the times i feel lonely are less.
            God, on the way back i came next to my aunt rose who was driving and we just talked about almost every topic. I would give my ideas and she would give me hers but from what i saw, i know she also thinks im very mature for me age because she didn't try to correct me, she would she listen astounded for what i was saying considering my age. I would like if adults wouldn't put a criteria on kids or teens saying they don't know anything because there age, which i believe is true, but i also believe there are "exceptions" because ive many people are so knowledgeable because they simply ask when they have a question but they don't nag when corrected. Instead they analyze the situation on why they are wrong, on what was said to them and on how the parent was wrong and right at the same time. By doing so they learn about "life".
          In my opinion everybody is an exception because we are all alive, and while we are alive there exists millions of millions of possibilities on who we can be, how we can be it and how we are going to live changing all the personalities. Why does it have to be scientific when the human heart isn't about that at all?
         Science and spiritually goes hand in hand in my belief because science explains "why" or "how" while the spiritual part lets us "feel" and "explore". I believe both brings us to you one way or another even though we all see you differently and the end of the day there's only you.
          I cant say the way i see you is complete, but i can say i feel closer to you than i was when i followed a type of religion. Even so, i still want to learn peoples point of view of you and the different details that religion puts. Its so interesting and intriguing to learn how others still find you and how everyone takes the road that leads to you, they like it or not. I guess in a way that's also life itself, a way to go back to you.
          I really don't know if ill belong to a religion, but i do believe and know im loyal to you and if im on the wrong way i believe you'll correct me.

                                                                                 I love you and thank you God for everything
                                                                                                     Gabriela

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